I was a desperate college freshman in the spring of 1993. The end of the semester was quickly approaching and I hadn’t lined up summer employment. A chance encounter with an acquaintance reminded me that I’d always loved going to Carol Joy Holling Camp when I was younger, and so I applied for a counselor’s position, figuring that at the least I might learn how to play guitar.
As it turns out I completely underestimated the change that would take place in my life. I found that I really enjoyed sharing the good news of Jesus Christ, even when I didn’t know all the answers. During my second summer as a counselor, I was asked to consider whether or not I might be called to professional ministry, and from that time on I was never able to get it out of my head or my heart. I finished my college degree, headed off to seminary, and eventually became a campus pastor.
There were times along the way when I wondered if I was really doing the right thing. There were times when I wondered if the church was ready for me, or if I was ready for the church and its demands on professional ministers. When a personal crisis completely changed the shape and scope of my internship, I didn’t know if I would have the strength to do what needed to be done. But through it all, God steadfastly comforted and lifted me up when I needed it, and I realized more and more that God’s mercy, love, and presence could defeat all my insecurities, anxieties and demons, even when it seemed impossible.
Would I change a thing about it all today? No… I love my work. I am amazed that I might be able to spend the rest of my life in a vocation that gives me far more joy than I could ever deserve. When we discover our true vocations, those callings God is putting on our hearts, we discover a life that is fulfilling even when it is most frustrating. I pray that YOU might find that fulfillment in God’s calling in your life, and I pray that YOU might be open to serving God in public ministry – your work is needed.
Pastor Scott Johnson
Lutheran Campus Ministry
Iowa State University
